[Xanga] Thursday, October 30, 2003 11:56am

Ha okay I am at school right now being bored until it's time for my English class that starts at 1pm.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARI!

Anyways...I have to work today at 4 which sucks. Tomorrow is Halloween! Woo....but I have to work. But only until 6pm. hehe. So after that I think me and some friends are going to this haunted house called the Portal. And then I might go to one of the parties I was invited to...don't know yet. I am soo tired. Tomorrow at work they are allowing us to dress up and I am going to be an angel. I have wings and a pretty white shirt I just need to run and get some white pants after school then I am all set. Oh yea I need a halo too. hehe... I have no idea why I am dressing as an angel because I am just the opposite!

Well I guess I will be ending this until later...

I wanna give a shout out to Cari because it's her birthday and also to Erich because he's kewl...lol...

Dane Cook quotes...."FUCK THIS GAME!"...."Can you remember all my shit?" lol if you don't know Dane Cook go buy his cd... he's hilarious!

Until later my friends...

[Xanga] Thursday, October 30, 2003 3:27am

Currently Playing Harmful If Swallowed (CD & DVD) By Dane Cook see related

- - - -

Your: Mysterious eyes. All in the title. Your
independant secretive and myseterious. You
appear cold and distant, but hey, at least no
one messes with you.

Stole that from Cari who stole it from someone, chain reaction I guess...lol. hehe...Yea Cari go figure we go the same thingy.

ahh another day gone by...I feel like I am just tryin to get through each day rather than really living.

I started talkin to a new person tonight, his name is Erich...he's really kewl.

Well I'm off to bed.......

Sweet Dreams................

[Xanga] Wednesday, October 29, 2003 6:58pm

Woah!....What a day....actually it wasn't that great of a day but owell! Went to psych...on the way there I saw Sarah Illg and we chatted for a few and only a few since I had less than 7 min to get to my class. Yea that class was kinda fun today. We did an experiment testing different food products. We were trying to see if people can truly taste the difference between Kroger brand food and the real name brand. Well my group had Coke vs. Big K Cola....haha lemme tell ya first of all... I am not a Coke drinker!... But get this I actually said that the Big K was way better! U know what was funny? So did a lot of other people.... So all you people out there....save money...buy Big K! lol

Moving on.....me and Brittany met up later and we dropped my car off at Herron because I had a class later at 3:30...we then went to Ben Davis to get our yearbooks. Yea lemme tell ya...They are the gayest things I have ever seen! Why is the cover got rainbow colors on it.....and why does the cover say, "just being?" Just being GAY is more like it! Yea so we try to make it to Lile's room before anyone sees us. But we didn't make it because Mr. Corales? (is that how u spell his name?) anyways, he stops us and is like "LADIES, LADIES! WHERE ARE YOU GOING? SHOULDN'T YOU BE IN LUNCH?!" I'm like omg! I was like no sir I am a visitor and I am gettin my yearbook and we were gonna run by Mr. Lile's room real fast. He's like noo you can't do that! He was like, "You are a visitor? Are you sure?" I'm like um yea I don't go here anymore. He didn't even believe us that we were visitors he thought we were skipping class!! OMG! Dumbass!

Anyways we left that hellhole and then we went to the KFC for lunch. Yea we sat in there for like an hour and a half just lookin in the yearbook. Then we drove around for a bit and Brittany dropped me off at Herron and I went to my color and design class until like 6. So that would put me here now where I am....sitting here updating my site....Fun Fun!

I am still single guys...I am now taking applicatins for a new boyfriend... Please send all of your resumes (is that how u spell that?) to Midnight_angel4801@yahoo.com ..... lol!!!

You guys should see my art project so far...it is awesome! hehe.....

Anywways I am real bored with nothing more to say really...Umm talk later I guess! BYE! look here's a pic of me from last night after work...

[picture was originally here "http://portfolio.iu.edu/sameans/DSCF0109.jpg"]

[Xanga] Wednesday, October 29, 2003 1:40am

Currently Watching Do the Right Thing By Danny Aiello, Ossie Davis, Ruby Dee see related

Hey guys....I don't have much to say...It's 1:30 in the morning and I am watchin this movie for film class... I am just gonna go lay down and watch it...I'll write more tomorrow (or later today). I got to talk to Phil tonight. He cheered me up. He's such an awesome friend. LOVE YOU PHIL! night guys!

[Xanga] Tuesday, October 28, 2003 12:18pm

Currently Playing Results May Vary By Limp Bizkit see related

- Behind Blue Eyes

HEY!!.....mannnn! LOL just saying hey I'll write more later guys bye bye!!

[Xanga] Tuesday, October 28, 2003 3:46am

Currently Playing Save the Last Dance (2001 Film) By Various Artists - Soundtracks see related

- Live Your Dreams - -

Ah.. here it is almost 4 in the morning and I am on here. I should be typing my essay for English which by the way I have no idea what to write but anyways I am just sittin here chillen. I came home from color and design and went to sleep and woke up about 11 so that's why I'm up so late n everything. I was working on this project in my art class and I made some awesome compositions....I'll have to take a picture of them or something and post it on here.

I am still single and still lonely as f#$@!

So why did Dustin call me last night and like talked to me about him n his ex and how they are tryin to work things out. I mean I got my heart broken and here he is tryin to get my input on their situation. Hello? And he's like yea she keeps calling that other guy n stuff. I'm like duh she doesn't know what she wants and you are going to get hurt again. He shoulda just moved on and went out with me cuz I'm kewl...but anyways that's not happening. Well so much for dating new people. I do that and they end up gettin back with their damn ex's...what's that all about?! URGH....and if u don't know who Dustin is and my situation with him just ask cuz I don't feel like explaining it all on here....

Well..... I need a new job so if any of you have any suggestions let me know because I will be moving out soon and I need paid better. Kmart blows. Argh I have to work today... MAnnnnn!

Well I'm out guys.......

**another funny from Dane Cook**......"You know how you go to a public bathroom and theres writings on the stahls n shit...like somebody wrote -Mike was here- and then right next to it is an arrow saying -Mike is a faggot-.....like Mike is going to come check back and be like -I was here, but not as a FAGGOT!-...."

[Xanga] Monday, October 27, 2003 12:33pm

Well. My life is sucking right about now. I am getting no sleep and not doing well on my tests. Urgh. I have like no time to do anything and I work too frickin much. I need sleeeeeep!

I am school right now writing my journal assignment for Business. Gay. Yea my class starts in like 30 minutes. I don't wanna go. We are registering for our next semester classes today and I left my darn paper at home so I don't know what to do now!!

I'll write more later. Bye guys. And thanxs Phil for being awesome.

I forgot to tell u guys about my frickin weekend. I'll do that later!

[Xanga] Sunday, October 26, 2003 3:52am

State Finals....Avon won....yea I know. Ben Davis.....seventh. I am beginning to think it's rigged. I think they did an awesome job. Noone should be upset about it though. Having fun and knowing you did a good job is all that matters. Just don't let anything rain on your parade because you will always cherish the moments you had in band. I still do. I still felt the nervousness inside of me tonight. I felt like I was out there. It's soooo exciting...and I loved it. You guys did awesome, so don't frown.

One thing though- my fan bus was a bunch of losers. They had NO enthusiasm what-so-ever!

I gave Phil a purple glitter rose tonight. I hope he liked it, he didn't seem happy either time I spoke to him. I hope it's not me. I still love ya phil. And you looked great tonight!

Good news- Finding a new job. Moving out. Getting an apartment at Linden Square. Living with two of my good friends. I think this will be awesome! So that means all you guys can come visit me and chill at my place. YES!

Well I gotta go to bed. Got work tomorrow. Bye guys!

[Xanga] Thursday, October 23, 2003 4:11pm

So I applied online for Cord Camera.YES! I mean that would be soo awesome if I could work someplace that I actually like and I mean I love photography and thats what I'm going to school for so why not!!? Hehehe I hope I get a job. I need to get out of Kmart ASAP!

Yes so now I have to go to the depressing job. It will be a looong night. Only because fate knows I am going to have an awesome day tomorrow and Saturday for once. I can't wait. I haven't had this much fun in........yea don't remember! Well I need to go get dressed for work...

Oh by the way I didn't go to my film class on Tuesday but I still got credit for it!! And I got extra credit! haha Someone lost the sign in sheet! WOO! You only received credit though if you knew the answers to two questions about the movie. And the only way anyone would know them is if they were there or if they watched the movie....and I being the intelligent one, RENTED IT! hahaha!!!! The movie was "Citizen Kane" if anyone wanted to know. Well I'm off to work at the hell hole!

[Xanga] Wednesday, October 22, 2003 07:39pm

So why did I buy a magazine today and inside of it....NO LIE...there was a frickin sample of a maxi pad in there!!? HELLO!? I mean here I am turning the pages in class and this thing is right there! I'm glad it didn't fall out or anything! I mean that's a first! woah......

[Xanga] Wednesday, October 22, 2003 03:10pm

Currently Playing Results May Vary By Limp Bizkit see related

- Behind Blue Eyes

Off to Herron for my color and design class.....Thinking to myself, "Man I miss photography class!"

Umm yea.....just draggin along until Friday gets here. I am soo not into anything right now..not even school. I am so tired. Just tired.

If only I had that special someone to be able to talk to and be with. Maybe I'd look at life differently. It sucks when happiness is ripped out of you.

Let's end on a funny note shall we?.....Woah, I have nothing funny.

[Xanga] Wednesday, October 22, 2003 12:02pm

Currently Watching Citizen Kane (Two-Disc Special Edition) By Orson Welles, Joseph Cotten see related

I AM SOO QUITING KMART! I am tired of the crap. I don't get paid enough for the stupid shit I go through. That place is pathetic. Anyone know anywhere I can get a job???

Oh and I am only watchin "Citizen Kane" for my film class. lol.

So I missed my psych class today only because I drove around for a frickin half hour through 6 different parking lots only to find that there are no more stupid "E' sections open?! HELLO?!

I found this pic on the internet while lookin for stuff for my art project. Isn't it awesome!? It's called "Loneliness."

[picture was originally here "http://portfolio.iu.edu/sameans/loneliness2.JPG"]

--and again.....heres Dane Cook......"Mike was like chics dude! Let's go get some chics!.....Like we could walk into Walgreens and be like yea, where you keep the chics at? Isle 5? Isle 5 guys let's go pick up some chics!"

[Xanga] Tuesday, October 21, 2003 2:09am

You just don't know! For starters I have been sick with a sore throat,coughing, and sneezing for 2 weeks. I am getting sooo stressed at work and I am receiving no sleep at all. I can't seem to get all my homework done and it's driving me up the wall!

A few days ago though, me and my friend Jessica were bored so we had a little fun. We toilet papered and silly stringed my neighbor's car. It was hilarious! And here is a pic to prove it!!

[picture was originally here "http://portfolio.iu.edu/sameans/DSCF0003.JPG"]

Yea so that was the highlight of my week.

Moving on.... I can't wait until Friday! Me and some friends have a whole bunch of fun stuff planned. We are goin to go see Texas Chainsaw Massacre and then go out to eat at Pizza King. Later we are goin to haunted houses. First we are going to the Haunted River in Brownsburg and then we are going to the Portal in Decatur Township. And after that we are going down to Clarksville because we are going to do this thing called Danger Run. It's some thing where you drive down through Louisville and compete with other people on this scary road or something. You have to like follow clues to get through it. Anyways first place is like $2,500. So we're down! lol. I think it will be awesome!! And state marching band finals are Saturday so that will be great too!

Look it's my Phil! I seen him on Saturday and that was great cuz I missed him. Luv ya Phil.

[picture was originally here "http://portfolio.iu.edu/sameans/phil.JPG"]

Well goodnight guys....see ya later.

And yet another quote from Dane Cook....."Shoes? NO NO...FUCK SHOES!..haha listen to this guy with shoes!!"

[Xanga] Thursday, October 16, 2003 4:33pm

......and yet another quote from Dane Cook....."please! help! my son is screaming in there!!"......"well he's probably on fire."

Going to work....write more later.....I am so mad about sutff today...as you will soon find out!

[Xanga] Thursday, October 16, 2003 2:14am

Currently Reading Dracula (Penguin Classics) By Bram Stoker, Maurice Hindle, Christopher Frayling see related

Okay okay.....so I lied!! hahaha... I didn't get back to ya. Anyways I have a lot to say but I am tired so we will see how much I get out exactly. First of all, I need a boyfriend. Any takers? hehe.

Yea so I got a frickin parking ticket today at school! Pissed me off! If you don't already know, there is like no parking at IUPUI and also you can only park in certain areas. Like I have an "E" permit and so I can only park in "E" areas. Yea and it's real confusing as to whats "E" and what's "A" or "B" for example. So I'm going to my psych class and I am parking. I see an "E" area and I pull around and park in a spot then go to class. Later I come out to find that what I parked in was actually a frickin "B" section. What the fuck is that all about?@%$#!!!! Like I would intenionally park in a "B" knowing I'd get a ticket!!!! I swear I thought it was an "E." So now I am pissed and I have to go to the parking services office and I am so appealing that bullshit!!!!

Funny thing I saw the other day. I saw a frickin guy drivin a Pontiac Sunfire with a frickin BODY KIT on it!!!? HelLo?!!?! You don't put a body kit on a sunfire!!!! It does not work!! I wanted to like smack that guy for being gay!!! I mean he basically turned his Sunfire into a crappy lookin Cavalier. I mean you can't mess with the coolness shape of a Sunfire... I wish I had my camera at that moment. If you don't understand why I am so concerned with that....it is because I own a Sunfire myself and I would never ever put a body kit on it...DUH!!!

***This just in....I bought some jeans at Pac Sun and now I am broke!***

Thought to self----"I need to get drunk."

Yea so I am still sick! Sucks!! Sore throat the whole bit!

Okay better get back to reading my dumb book for English....night!!

Quote of the night--"Yea I was in my kitchen cleaning a dish and I heard it, so I came out!!" -Dane Cook (one fuckin hilarious comedian!!)

[Xanga] Wednesday, October 15, 2003 9:40am

Off to school.....blah!! I will write more when I get back....bye guyz!

[Xanga] Monday, October 13, 2003 8:13pm

Currently Playing Save the Last Dance (2001 Film) By Various Artists - Soundtracks see related - Live Your Dreams - - OH MY FRICKIN GOD! I am crazy !!! Disorder | Rating Paranoid: Moderate Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: Low Antisocial: Low Borderline: Moderate Histrionic: Moderate Narcissistic: Low Avoidant: Moderate Dependent: High Obsessive-Compulsive: High URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv

[Xanga] Monday, October 13, 2003 7:21pm

CALLIN ALL MARCHING GIANTS AND EVERYONE WHO USED TO BE...JOIN MY BLOGRING!!!!! GET THE LINK DOWN BELOW UNDER "MY BLOGRINGS." YAY ME! IT'S CALL BD MARCHING GIANTS!!!