[Xanga] Monday, October 06, 2003 9:08pm

Currently Playing: Angel

Current Mood: sick and stressed with a side of sadness

Okay...here goes....first of all let me tell you all about my horrible day yesterday.(Sunday)

It all started when I woke up to go to work. I thought I was going to have a good day considering I was feeling pretty good and I looked super cute. Instead of wearing my usual Kmart attire I dressed up in black pants and a black striped dress shirt. Cuz I can do that cuz I am supervisor and we can wear bout whatever we want as long as it looks professional. Well I get to work and I walk to the front only to find that it was a disaster area! It was sooo busy! I went right to the service desk and started to help the customers. I had soo many rude ones too! Anyways, I'm then handlin the lines and cashiers and we get busy again, and the lines are long. I try my best to get more cashiers up there and to find an empty register so I can jump on to help the lines. Just then my manager Darren calls me and hes like, "How long does a line have to be to be too long?" Answering to his smartass remark I say, "3 or more people." He then was like ,"well, can you fix it then?!?!?!" I hung up and got real mad because I was tryin my hardest to fix it. He called me again and told me he was sorry and that he is only tryin to make me a better supervisor. I was like whatever!! Anyways later that night I receive a write-up for some stupid shit that actually was the cashiers fault and she didn't get one!! ONLY ME! So I am all upset about it and I go back to work. That night one person walked out and another is going to be fired.... I mean this night was looking bad. Then later this guy comes to the service desk and when I say ,"hi, how can I help you?" he says "This is BULLSHIT!!" He was pointint to the refund policywhich states that no refunds or exchanges will be made without a receipt. He had no receipt! He was bring back some jeans and he threw them at me when he said that. He was like so ur telling me that i cant get different pants when I didnt even get a receipt when I bought them?! I was tryin to explain to him that he could exchange them for a different size but he continued to yell at me and get 2 inches away from my face. This made me want to cry. He goes to get another size and then he comes back and I have a manager standing there with me incase he began yelling again. He brought back different pants which he could not exchange and i told him he couldnt do that and he started yellinga t me again and my manager came over and didnt tell him that he needed to leave or nething she just told me to go ahead and exchange it and that made me look like a dumbass because I was enforcing the policy and the manager wasn't! She didnt even take up for me and tell him not to yell at me she just walked away where he continued to scream 2 inches away from my face. He finally left and I wanted to cry!... I then went to lunch and called my mom and I cried for a long time because I couldnt stand work and all the shit I get and I was also upset about all the stress I have with school n work n havin not time for anything else. I was so close to leaving and not coming back. Anyways, I continued to work that night and tried to get over everything. I got off work and my friend Jessica came over and I felt a little better. I am just not feelin great and Ive been soo stressed and depressed its not even funny. And here I am after like a week, finally updating my xanga site...crazy! Anyways I am also talking to Phil and that makes me feel better too because I miss him. I feel bad too because I haven't had any time to chill with him and that upsets me.... Im sorry Phil... I still love you......ANYWAYS..... there is one kewl thing about this week, Thursday the 9th is my 19th BIRTHDAY!!!!!! wooo!!! So send me the gifts!! lol I am just joking!!! I hope I have a good birthday though. I am of work that day and Friday and Saturday if anyone would like to chill... Well hit me up later I am going to get back to my homework I guess..... bye guys!! luv ya all!!! Ps-Mary, I miss you too! You need to come down and visit me! luv ya sissy! ;)