[Xanga] Wednesday, December 10, 2003 2:00am

Holy Shit...it's been a week!

Well I guess you are all wondering where I have been...what I have been doing....I have been here, just bein stressed about school and being pretty depressed actually. School is over now....YES! But only for the semester...damn.

So a lot has been going through my mind and I decided I need to make some changes in my life. Just different stuff.

I am still sad because I have noone and I am alone...still. I don't understand it, I never go this long being single. I am not a "single" kinda person. I love relationships. I like it when I have someone I can confide in, someone to hug me when I am sad and tell me it's okay, someone to kiss me gently on my lips and catch the tears that are falling on my face, someone to hold my hand as we walk through this wretched thing we call life, just someone to be there for me and to make me smile even when things are at its worst, someone to love me, that's all. Where's my someone?

On the brighter side of things, I got some shoutouts...

Trina: she is first tonight because she rocks. and because she is actually online talking to me being a great friend and not being a punk. it was great working with u tonight Trina, we should kick your brother Brad's ass..lol. So I hope we can hang out tomorrow, that would be great ya know?...Anyways Trina, you are first k? and I think we should become closer than we are, because ur awesome and I think we are pretty honest with each other, which is kewl. So u got a long ass shout out and u should feel great. hehehe. go Trina!

Mary: Hey sissy! congrats on ur new xanga page! woo go you! If anyone wants to check out my sissy's page it is spunkymonkey304. She's awesome! Go sissy, I miss u and can't wait to see u in a few weeks! woo! <~~cheezer! lol ...304 forever!

Jessica: u blow, u didn't get on tonight, and u suck at calling me anymore. u should be smacked...lol...no long shout out for you. blah!

Larry: I am sorry I make your life miserable. I am just sorry.

Aaron M.: Hey there....u made me sad....lol...but that's okay...U need some love in your life.lol. have fun at school, cuz I am out now, hahahaha!

Nathan: I hope u feel better. I am sorry u had a bad day. Keep your head up though.

Brittany: dude wtf? where have u been? wtf? lol

Umm I think that's all for now..... I will be more exciting tomorrow!....lol bye bye guys!

Luv, Stephanie