[Xanga] Friday, January 30, 2004 11:58pm

Okay part of this entry tonight will be dedicated to my friend Jayme. Because she's awesome and she wanted a dedication entry....lol. She nearly threatened me, lol just kidding..... Well here's ......

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Yay for Jayme! No but really she is an awesome friend and I just wanted to let her know that and to thank her for being so awesome. Go ahead Jayme, have a Coke, lol.

Yea today I watched Days of Our Lives when I woke up and if you don't already know, Marlena is the killer. And I hope Celeste doesn't act shady and tells everyone who it is because Tony's dead and now noone can tell except for Celeste. Sorry about all that. lol. Day's update! lol.

Yea so then tonight I went to the Ben Davis girls b-ball game. It was kewl cuz I seen all my friends, including Sarah and Jayme of course. We then went to Steak n Shake after that. Yea and if u all didn't know, It's fucking cold outside! I have to work at 6:30 am tomorrow...ugh! Why me?! Hey you know what sounds good? , (supposed to be a brownie...lol), and (lemonade).....lol!!! Remember? hehehe....those were the days.....

Look guys I am smiling......

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Now you can all go shit your pants.....lol

Yea so uh......bored now...maybe I will go play some pool with Phil and beat his ass again...lol hehehe. Shoutout to

!!!

Alright so if I don't get a date soon, I'm gonna die. AgH! Cuz like

Valentine's Day is coming up and it looks like it's gonna be another lonely day this year.... I mean I want some flowers man....urgh... Well guys I guess that will be all for tonight then. And for all you single guys out there... ...lol. Well have a good night everyone, and for crying out loud, leave some frickin COMMENTS! urgh. Bye Bye Now!

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[Xanga] Thursday, January 29, 2004 12:19am

Dial tone...

Silence overcame my entire world and all that existed.

I couldn't breath any longer, I was suffocating with pain.

What now? It's over...the end of my life had come earlier than expected.

I cried in her hypocritical arms. My eyes were blurred, unable to see her smirks of joy.

His voice was there, but only in her ear. I couldn't hear him, I couldn't see him, I couldn't feel him.....ever again.

"Why?" I screamed. "Why?" I whispered. "Because." -----the only word he uttered....."Because."

He took the love out of me.

He silenced my life.

That night, was the night I died....

[Xanga] Wednesday, January 28, 2004 12:45am

So when does this shit get exciting?

[Xanga] Monday, January 26, 2004 11:47pm

I think I am going to throw up.

[Xanga] Monday, January 26, 2004 9:30pm

Garrie stopped by, I haven't seen him in awhile. I miss chillin with him. Wish he was mine....

[Xanga] Monday, January 26, 2004 3:45pm

I'm not even going to post what I got on the "what instrument are you?" quiz. All I have to say is FUCK FLUTES. lol

[Xanga] Monday, January 26, 2004 3:35pm

Oh my......

You are...H o r n y..!!

U are a HORNY BITCH. LOL, yeah, guys are for looking at them right??? and I have some good stuff to show them....!! That's why I always looked at you that way baby...let's go, NOW.

Yet another personality test ^-^ (nice anime pics!)

After some of the convos I had with people last night, this does not come as a surprise to me...he he.

[Xanga] Saturday, January 24, 2004 11:03pm

Currently Playing Life for Rent By Dido see related

- White Flag -

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Could I pass for sexy? ha.

[Xanga] Saturday, January 24, 2004 12:44pm

And so I bought a guitar...and within my first night of having it, I taught myself the first three strings and how to play "When the Saints Go Marching In." I'd say that's pretty frickin good. Yea! Raise the roof! Today is my niece Taylor's birthday party, her bday was on the 21st though. So here's to Taylor..... I hung out with Jayme today. (Friday) That was fun cuz we haven't hung out in a long time and she's awesome. She helped me pick out my guitar. Well gotta go for now.....bye! Oh I thought this one was too funny......lol....... hahaha!!!!! Leave some comments guys... u have all been real shady about that lately! lol bye!

[Xanga] Wednesday, January 21, 2004 11:49pm

Okay, I just read on Mary's site that her dog Goldie died. I hope she's in a better place now. I know she's probably just chillin up there with my cat Gabriel...lol....I miss him too.....Rest in peace Goldie...luv ya sweetie. Luv u too Mary! muah!...........

[Xanga] Wednesday, January 21, 2004 7:27pm

Okay, what do u guys think of this layout? Too dark? I like the photo though, I took it in Kentucky on Halloween. Well let me know guys!!

[Xanga] Wednesday, January 21, 2004 07:10pm

	Currently Playing Life for Rent By Dido see related

Like my new layout? I am having a hard time finding a font that you can see clearly.....any suggestions on what my font color should be please let me know.....I am going to start posting stuff that I write on here so maybe I will have something on here later. Well leave some comments.....

Luv, Stephanie

[Xanga] Tuesday, January 20, 2004 11:54pm

Currently Playing Life for Rent By Dido see related

Yea so I took a lil nap after I posted earlier. Then I woke up and went to Meijer with Brittany. I bought both of Dido's cd's. She is really awesome. Her music is soo soothing. I have been thinkin and there's a lot of things I want to do this year.......

1. Lose weight

2. Buy a guitar

3. Learn to play guitar

4. Write some songs

5. Get good at playin pool

6. Buy a new lense for my camera

7. Make my own darkroom

8. Get my name out there to take pictures for people

9. Make an awesome piece of art

10. Find the love of my life........

Here's ten things I want to do this year. I hope I can accomplish them all. I will probably add to this list, this is just what I was thinkin of off the top of my head. Maybe my next entry will have a full list. I just feel the need to start doing things in my life. I am going to keep that promise to myself. Everything is only going to get better....I hope.....

'Night.....

[Xanga] Tuesday, January 20, 2004 8:10pm

Okay a lil disappointed, I only got one comment on my whole smiley entry. That's sad guys.... He's adorable eh? lol. Well today was an alright day I went to History of Rock n Roll and it was alright cuz my teacher is awesome. But then I went to drawing... and lemme tell ya, first day doing it, I can't draw!!! Yea I think my picture totally sucked. But then again we were drawing or should I say erasing ( because we covered the page in charcoal and then erased it to make the pic ) a sheet that was lying over some stuff.....he wanted us to get the shadows and stuff. I am like okay I am going to erase a sheet into my charcoal page....this is gayness....Yea so I am home now, bored n shit so someone please leave a comment. I am like super bored. Maybe I should go get drunk...lol yay!j/k

Well until later guys..... bye bye!!

[Xanga] Monday, January 19, 2004 4:24pm

	Currently Watching Care Bears Movie II: A New Generation By Maxine Miller, Pam Hyatt, Hadley Kay see related

Wow! This is exciting!! I got smileys!! woo - hoo!! Yay!! ok.....ok.....lol

Watch B-Boy spin... Now for some shoutouts...

Hey chica! I got smileys! hehehe I am going to be obsessed now I know it....lol luv ya sissy! ok enough shoutouts for now....Now for the update about my weekend.... here goes..................................................

I went to Purdue later that evening and hung out with . We went out to eat and then went to his room and just watched .Then I went home cuz I had to work early the next morning.

Kmart Sucks

Okay I had to go to work at 6:30 A.M!! Yeah I was sooo at work. For some reason I kept . Yeaa.....well Nuff of that day.....

I had to work at 6:30 A.M. again that day! I wasn't as tired though because I got more sleep. Work was fun cuz we kept getting on the intercom paging each other by our first names with someone that we don't like's last name. Like my boss decided to page me with

Stephanie Hobbs

which is not kewl because that is Brad's last name and he didn't show up to work on time yesterday so I left before he got there. He better be glad too because there would have been a fight. Well Taylor and Megan spent the night with me.... We watched Care Bears movies...lol Yea they are only 7 and 5 so shut up....lol That leads us to today. Yea today I am bored and just sittin here. I am tryin to clean my room but that's not working....lol I do need to do some laundry though.. Well I guess I will end this cus I have ran out of ideas... ok I got one....here's an update on my life.......

Cricket...cricket..

......um yea.... It's a moony wave!! okay now leave some comments.... .........