Monday, March 2, 2009

I can't walk away...

It's like I know I need time to sort out my feelings, but I long to have that feeling of being together.

Why when I feel the spark, do they turn out to be someone different than who I met?

And why when I don't feel the spark, are they wonderful? Which then makes me unable to walk away.

I feel so vulnerable and I can't seem to trust.

I can't even see myself in the next year let alone the next five. I have no idea, what is going to happen to me.

Fuck.

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