"Something" or "534 days of......someone important I was supposed to meet in my lifetime" or "Fate? Fuck Fate.''

Thank you for saying "something". :)

I really wish I had all these Anberlin songs you quote.

The rabbit will forever be in my last memory of you and I. It's something symbolic. What? I don't know.

I don't know if this is the best decision. I've thought about you for the last 2 days straight.

I hope you are okay. I hope you talk to me through blogs. Somehow.

This hurts. This is so hard. I hate it.

If you change your mind, I hope I am the first to know.

I wish there was an easy way to keep everything you have given or written me in a book of some sorts. I just want to bottle it all up into something small that I can keep close to me. (Perhaps this can be done. A tiny flash drive as a necklace?) Photos, writings, music, pictures of the physical items....etc. Wouldn't that be amazing.

I hope you still share your writings with me somehow...YOU are my favorite author.

Sigh.