Thursday, April 1, 2010

I don't know what it is.

It is the same feeling I get when I am scared to death.
I get insanely nervous and my entire body trembles.
My hands shake, my heart beats fast, anxiety rises.
I can no longer breathe.
Past becomes present.

This happens every time we talk, every time I read your blog, every time I think about you.


I am thinking, thinking what to say...what to do. What do I say to someone who perhaps knows me better then myself? Sigh...

(Hands trembling as I even write this.)

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